dah gemuk!!!! *bukan biase2*

what..!!!! yup2..

dah tentu2 sume gegurl xsuke bile ini trjadi pd merekaaaa..!!

aicecehhh..

tpy ia nyer btul2 sdah trjadi pd sy.. apekah??

hisshh mmg la sgt geram..abes tu nak wt cmne kan...

bnde dah blaku..

aishh lemak sy ni mcm sgt tepu jek... susah la ni gamaknyer mau kurg!

ape? xkan nak biarkan ajee?

xbOlehhh2!! xkawen agy dOl.. sume baju xmuat..nty tade size..

humm apsal nak takut sangat niee? sabarrr lerrr..

hissshh tpy mmg xleh sabar dah..bygkn ar dlm mase beberape bulan jek taw naek smpai 10 kg..!apeee????

weyhhh ni bahagia sgt dah namenyer nieee.. 

byk tOl selera makan nie..

egt nak diettt...tpy xmnjadi lgsung..aiyyOoo!! 

ade x tmpat sedut lemak yg free? mane tau ade tmpat yg nak wat amal kee.. hahahaahha

al maklum laa..kan xmmpu..

hishh cmne la niee..

da xsggup dah nak tgOk..!!

nak jOg laakk slalu mcm ter lebih tidO jdinyer xmau bgun..

klau ptg lak,abes keje tu kdg2 ase xsmpat pOn... 

hahaa..nak2 time mggu setia hujung nywa..OT pun smpi brkurg kOt..

ketare gilerr.. dah laaa..

cter yg baru nie xnak laaa jadi peminat setia akasia agy.. hahahaa..

nth ke maner jek keje.. haaa dan dsbbkan itu ade la sket mase trluang tuk jOg kn..xdek la rushh..

humm agy pOn nak try if jOg mlm lakk.. haha

humm b..! mane time nak jOg kamOo ni??

tggu jek b ajakk.. hahaha

agak2 mnjadi x?

humm planning mau sewa court maen bdminton pOn cmne ek..

jadi ke? heheehe

haaa nmpak..! mmg same2 ni kne suppOrt..

sbb mmg dua2 pOn da mcm tembam2 cOmel gituu..hahaha

ngeeee ~ ~

latest pic *kegemukan terserlahh..aiyOo*

humm xpek laaa..pasni nak jugak amalkan hidup sihat..cehh2..
B kene sihat,ayg kene sihat..
bukan mOkkk! haha
try tOk tOlak tepi makan byk.. :p

tggu n lihat boleh ke x.. hahaaa

chaiyyOOkk2!!


xoxo

1st entry of 2013.. ~ ~

weee ~ ~ 1st pOst utk month of January 2013..!!

whatt..?? we're now in YEAR 2013........yiihhhuuu ~ ~

aisshh walaupun da jauh hgga nak smpai hujung bulan pun but stil agy excited wooo..

haaa mstilahh...maknenyer agy beberape tahun jekk.. hehe *angkat kening*

lallaaaaa ~ ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Dengan ini saya mengisytiharkan yg esok cuti..!!

sempena Maulud Nabi..*berselawat*

mOtip nyer nak ckap yg sgt best cutiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!yaahhoooo..

alaaa mesti laa.. kan sebab xpayah nak ngadap keje untuk 1 hari..

grrrr... lau x,tensiOn sajek laa,,, heee bengang tul ar...!!

stress... stress.. stresss..! sangattttt!!!

smpai bile la ni mampu bertahan..

bengang betul ar.. mgkin kalau stakat byk keje tu,tak la smpai stress thap gaban ni,,

tpy sbab kelam kabutnyer ko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hergghhhhhhhh!!!!!!! *nmpak x bengang ni!*

haaa xabes agy nieee..

geram sgt ar.. rase nak nangesssss jekk!! 

xsuke la mcm niee.. uwaaaaa... :'''(( *haa kan da nanges*

B,balek ar pujuk ayg nieee.... uwieekkk..uwieekk..sobb..sobb...

alalaalalaaa .. ter manje lakk.. hehe... 

wahai hati..bersabar la k..

tiba masanya,kite blah dri sini.. mmg blah!!

saba yerr...xlame agy daaa... humm

byk tul prOb kat cini.. bukan xleh hadapi,tpy dah xlarat sgt..

dari ke bos --> manager --> exec --> xleh disebut -->tandas ---> dapur --->jamban... *hahaaa dah melalut pulakk nie* towieee!!!

bukannyer ape..sebabnyer kite da xlarat agy lorr..
humm..
lau xcayer bace ar tweet kite... byk xpuas aty ar! hahaa..
xsukeee.... xsukee..
fuhhh..bersabar..bersabar..
heeee NAK KAWEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
alamakkk tetibe lak naek miang haaa..
tu laaa..bile ade prOb,pk pasal ni,jadi ade lek mOod tuu.. hahaa..
ketare kahh?
*heeeee maluuuuuuuu*

ok,skg dah rindu..!!
bye.. nak berangan sebentar.. haha

xoxo

Lu ni apehal... !!!! hahaaa.. *Leuniey & Apek*

weeee !! mmg dah jadi trend an skg amek pic shantekk before nikahh!!

mcm nakk jek nty!!

heee best jugak..byk pic leh wat knangan.. alaahh kalau bukan dri photographer trkenal pun tape..!!

maksu & paksu kan ade..!! http://adanyakauuntukku.blogspot.com/p/adhila-picstop.html ..hihi

baju n make up lak kan dri acik..sume leh mintak sponsor!! http://desentuhanbridal.blogspot.com/ 

haa just kene kurus dulu laaa..haha

tpy lengkap dol!! kire artis gak ar ni..hoho

sure2 lehhh kawtim nyerrr.. lalalaaaa ~ ~

xsabar...xsabar...

ehh dahh laa...skg ni nak story mory pasal .......

gambar pra perkahwinan - penjaga gol no 1 Malaysia,Khairul Fahmi Che Mat ataupun Apex dan isteri, Nur Eilunie Natasha Nazri, atau Leuniey yang berkahwin pada 28 Disember ni lorrr...*ary ni ar*

hummm dengarnyerr majlis perkahwinan Apex dan Leuniey Natasya ini membabitkan kos tajaan berkumlah lebih RM300,000...untunglahhhh ~

ahhh papepun jum lerrr nengokk duluu pic pre-wedding dorg ~ ~ aq tade lah fanatik sgt like2 dorg nie...
just aq suke tgok sweet2 nie!! saat dorg knl kan sweet..pastu lak Leuniey ni pun sweet..
n suke care dye yg slumberk jek pun gituuu + bnyk mulut.... hihi

hiiiyyyyuuu ~ ~ *berangan*

alahaaaiiii ~

mOst like candid photo!!!!! naakkkk gakkk take pic cmni!!

ni sweet gilerrr ~ ~ nakkk!!!

ok...xleh nafikan.. like!!! fall in love with this !!ohsem!!

prince & princesss.. *berangan agyyy*

haaaa..pastu time2 ni lakk...dpat ler usha jugak pic dorg nikah..

dorg sah pas sekali akad yg dilafazkan oleh apek..weee ~ ~ 

heeee..geramnyerrr.. if u all can see,there is a mirror between apek n tok kadi...
agak2 nyerrr its for....????? haaa kreatif kan!! heheeeee...

saat ituuuuuuu ~ ~ ok!korg dah sah....!! ^_^
smOga bhgia smpai bile2!!!

i'm still in "dreams situation"... hoho.. 

haaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii... ngah sabar la nieee.. :p

xyah nak gatai sgt arr... lmbat agy dol...!! kwang3

nie time penah2 pre wedding doluu ~ mekap sndiri okey!
haiii mmg minat ler bab mekap2 nieee..tpy apekan daye,xksmpaian..
blaja pun dah ckup..hehe

heee ~ kitorg pun ade sweet pic! ;p

alolololoooo ~ nak jugakkk haa

kamiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *zakiah n zikri*
haaa sesuai gituuuu loll ~

haa berdasarkan bakat yg kitorg ade, nty mesti menjadi la kan pic pre wedding kitorg lak.. :p

*kan dah kate still dlm mOod berangan* haha

me: memang sgt bising!! hihi

p/s : Sayang, if i've hurt yOu , forgive me...

Alahaaii..!!

humm sambung agy... alahaaiii!!

saje2 nak alahaaiii!! hhahaaa..

tpy bukan nyer sebab mngeluh...tpy sebab rase mcm...

"Ohhh.. you're so sweet my dear!"

sweet like duck? errr.... *duck face*

sebab ape?

haaa atas segala2 yg pnah kamu lakukan utkku,padaku,bersamaku, selaluuuuuuu tnpa rasa jemuuuuu... wuuu...uuuuu ~ ~ hahaha *berlagu2 dahh!

missing him..much more than before * if can imagine how much it is * haha

Ade baeknyer jugak i'm active twitter-ing semula skrg nie!! hehe... * https://twitter.com/zazaikki *

mcm2 ayat lerr yg dpat aq share mlalui isi hati nie.. wahh sgt terase ar kejiwangan yg sudah tersedia jiwang nyer hati ku ini..!! haha.. * ape daaaa mepek*

ehh tpy mmg btuii! 

memg dari awal agy sgt2 mensyukuri kehadiran My B..! n sgt happy ngn dye..

but bile nmpak quote yg sweet n always jumpe yg ase nak ckap psl dye jek! buat ase rindu agy tmbah2 lorrr ~

opkos makin tmbah ler sygnyer kat dye! twitter...! u makes me mOre n mOre jiwang tawww..! 

thanx to sape2 yg penah tweet sweet quote for sharing...

Of course lah mmberi kesan thadap dirikuu..

kdg2 ayat sndiri pun kuar taw sbb nyer feel yg kite rase tu sgt2 mndalam n smpai tertusuk2 sanubari..!! hehe

syg,u know what..! im happy being together with yOu! hOping that yOu too feel the same haa..

i've been the really i am..hope you will accept what are good and BAD about me..

 n i've recognized the real of you also..

i've accepted u for what are the real YOU! N i'm not and don't have at all feels kinda disappointed or regret or etc... honestly & sincerely.. i admit that you are the best,and the last person that i've ever loved!! 

haaa kan da katee... makin jiwang...

if skali dpat ckap n luahkan psl My B,mmg xkan abes... hahaha..

uwaaaa... !! cmnie ler ary2 prasaan..

sukar nak digambarkan..tpy inilah yg sebenar... kwang3..

"I feel very lucky to have you my dear .. ^_^" 

we all make MISTAKE ~ ~

i would like to see myself in "realhappylook" when people keep talking about something that related to me...not just about me,but also something about people that i loved.

But why! its so difficult...?? dO i need to be fool when i heard or read something that can make me feel "Ouuccchhh!! wtf..!".. Oh God..Why should i have to felt this way.. i'm gonna thinking that nobody in this world are cared about me..! ok. let me remind..not all of them..only certain.. ohh its enough for me to get those shit feelings.. herrggghh!!!

*stop acting like you were.......

Ok,back to the real tOpics.. yeahh that's true..! we all make a mistake..not just a little,but a lot..!

ahaaa..admit it! you too as well..nobody can get run from doing any mistake.. we all just a human.. not all of us are PERFECT  ok! read this..

"He/She who never makes mistakes , never makes anything"..ahaaa??!

i know I've did a lot of mistake. is it enough if i just say Sorry?

i'm not saying it once.. but many sorry..!! 

whats your opinion?

for me,its not enough if i say sorry but i keep doing it again.. hahaha...

i'm not talking about anybody but to myself la of course.. don't be offended ok..

i realize who am I..really2!!

*a gurl that are never bored to do mistakes to the people around her.. yuccckkkkssss!!!

i'm just really hate thiss.. :(

i keep thinking .. and i'm always pretending that everything was fine..

lastly, i'm the one who was suffer tOo much!

this is not what i want,but the truth is I experienced it..

Take a look at me , what do you see?

did you see the pain in my life?

Did you see the pain in my eyes?

ehemmm...

Ok.. don't messed up our mind with all of this..

Are we BAD? or GOOD? or BOTH??

NO..! i'm not good enough.. :(

but i can't change it..would you mind to tell me how am I supposed to do?

what I should practiced?

To know you,

Is to know the love of an angel,

Sent from above,

To save me,

From all of the heartache I've known

To hold you,

Is to hold in my arms the forgiveness,

Of a compassionate heart,

To complete the pieces in this puzzle of life

We all make mistakes

In our lives that's the way,

It is so hold on to what is right

We all get the chance in our lives,

To make right

If I've hurt you,

I am sorry,

Forgive me,

Forgive me

To show you,

This hole in my heart

Is to show you what you filled from the start

With your love you, broke the chains that bound me

With the strings of the heavens that brought us together,

Leaves no doubt this will last forever,

Until the end of time

We all make mistakes

In our lives that's the way,

It is so hold on to what is right

We all get the chance in our lives,

To make right

If I've hurt you,

I am sorry,

Forgive me

I hear a voice on the winds of a whisper

It speaks to me,

To tell me where I've gone wrong,

It says "peace will never be achieved through silence".

Come, one day can you find a way to see.

We all make mistakes

In our lives that's the way,

It is so hold on to what is right

We all get the chance in our lives,

To make right

If I've hurt you,

I am sorry,

Forgive me

Forgive me

Forgive me

Forgive me

Forgive me

p/s : Sayang, if i've hurt you,forgive me...

I love everybOdy ..sOme i love to be around,sOme I love tO avoid, and others I would love to punch on the face..!! haha..

me >> i have my own way to show my anger.. (not related to anybody)

#factsaje2 : JAPAN has vending machine that give you random girl's phone numbers.

I'M NOT IN MY MOOD..!!!

Herghhh! benci tul arhh..!!

??? ntah la sbb ape ntahh...!!!
malas nak pk!

berhujan airmata jep lorrr ~

hmmmm ~

Taking Control

• Recognize you're not alone. Although not every teen experiences mood changes to the same degree, they are common.  ~ hummm.. 

• Catch your breath. Or count to 10. Or do something that lets you settle down for a few moments, especially if you're feeling angry or irritable. Try to look at the situation from the point of view of a wise observer. ~ susahnyer..sbb slalu if time bdmOod xdpat kawal dri pk dgn waras..haha..slalu terikut sgt prasaan..

• Talk to people you trust. Friends can help each other by realizing that they're not alone in their feelings. Talking to parents is important, too. Parents can share their own experiences dealing with bad moods. Plus, they'll appreciate it if you try to explain how you feel instead of just slamming a door. Teachers and counselors are often good resources, and a doctor can help sort through questions about development. Keeping feelings inside can make them seem much worse. ~ humm btul tu.. kalau simpan jek , agy lah merana..jadinyer luah kan lah.. 

• Exercise. Regular exercise produces more beta-endorphin, a hormone that controls stress and improves mood. Go for a run, play some tennis, ride your bike, or punch a punching bag. ~ cmne kalau tidO? exercise gak tu kan..haha

• Get enough sleep. Though it can be hard to find enough time, getting adequate rest is very important. Being tired can lead to more sadness and irritability. ~ kalau terlebih tidO pun boleh ar? lalalaalalaaa...
• Create. Get involved in some sort of project, like starting a journal or diary, building something out of wood, or starting an art or music piece. Writing can help you organize and express your thoughts and feelings and will make things more manageable. Don't worry about grammar, spelling, or punctuation; the important thing is just to get your thoughts on paper. Do the same thing with paint, sculpture, music, or other art forms. Put your feelings into your artwork. ~ yeahhh!! my hObby !! suke merepek2 ler nulis2..blogging pun kan.,. weeee~

• Cry. There's nothing wrong with crying; in fact, it often makes a person feel better. However, if you find that you are sad, irritable, bored, or hopeless much of the time, or if you just can't seem to shake the blues, you might be depressed and need help from a counselor or doctor. If you're feeling stressed or angry a lot of the time, getting help could be very useful for you. ~ ok..yg ni sgt sebati dah.. SLALU sgt..means i'm in deppressed? opsss,,, bahaya x nie..? hahaha.. mybe bahaya if tade sape2 di sisi ekk.. sbb tkut ter pk luar jgkaan gituu... hummm ~ http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Depression_(mood)

• Wait. Just as you can get into a bad mood for what seems like no reason at times, that mood can also pass. If your negative mood sticks around too long, though — or if it's interfering with the way you deal with friends, parents, school, or activities — then you may want to talk to a school counselor, parent, or therapist about what you can do to feel better. ~ xnak lah wait2.. settle trus keyhh.. hehe

Here are some things you can do that might make those bad moods a bit easier to handle :)